Thursday, November 16, 2006

You ever think about how how far you have come



Have you ever think about how far you have come in life? I'm sitting at my desk now thinking about how low I thought of my self when I was in my late teens. Growing up with no direction wanting to be a better man but not knowing how to. I use to think that I would be the guy out side of handing out flyers was the job to have.

I remember I use to sell Muslim Oils down town Brooklyn near Albee Square Mall. I made some money but not alot and being a young father I knew I had to get my shit rite. Watching daughter grow,calling me daddy, hugging me, that gave me the power to climb mountains with no boots and no rope. But I still had to stuggle with my low self esteem . I thought I was only good enough to do certain jobs . I remember being called stupid,dumb and slow. Why, just because I had a learning disability and I felt real bad about it.

I use to look in the mirror and say (man you ain't gonna never be shit ) I believed that for years & years . Until I started listening to Min. Farrakhan this man pretty saved my life. He said thing that I never heard a man say, he spoke to me like I was his own son . I cried for a moment then I began to understand who I was. I had to get away from my hustling ways, sellign whatever I could get my hands on.

I use to think that I would never live to see pass 25 years of age because I had so much negative energy within me & around me. Then I started talking to GOD on the regular basis and began to understand he forgives, and when I felt that in my heart, I knew I could become the CEO of my own company.

Today I'm the CEO of SOUL INK.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Thanks to god for that,i really know how far i come,and that is how you learn of being"ME",,,i am happy for you and god loves you amen.